I know I have told you this a million times. I’ve conveyed it through those hugs which I just give at any random time. I’ve conveyed it through those uncountable stray kisses. I’ve conveyed it through the way I snuggle against you and sleep and through the way I hold you close to my heart, to let you hear my heartbeats.
You know them, right?
You understand them, right?
Yes! I know you do. You understand me the best.
You have always been there for me when I needed a shoulder to cry on. You bore each and every tear of mine and you became my confidante, assuring me always that I can be myself with you. That I can always rely on you, no matter what and there’s simply no need for me to hide anything from you.
You KNOW me. You know ME.
You’ve seen me change and yet have accepted each and every change with so much patience, but never changed yourself. You never ever complained even once that I’m being a burden on you. I remember the times when I used to fight with you. I used to hit you so hard without realising that you might be getting hurt too. You know my darkest secret, my most dreaded dreams and everything that is not possible for me to even utter in words. I wonder what magic you possess that you get to know them. No one has ever consoled and comforted me the way you do. No one has ever understood me the way you do.
I’m so much in love with you that it’s really difficult to live without you now. I wonder what would I do without you.
You can see it in my eyes right?
The feelings that I have for you?
Can you listen to them through my heart beats?
You can right?
My love! You’re the most precious one that I’ve in my life. I feel so lucky when I hold you close and when I embrace you. It seems as if the world is in my arms when I hold you. You make this ever trying life easy to go through. You make the tribulations seem clearer. You have so much of me in you.
There’s so much of peace in your embrace. So much of contentment. You make life flow again in my dead veins when I’m down and hopeless. No one ever listens to me the way you do. You mean so much to me that it is difficult to describe them in words. All I can say is…
I Love You Kisch !
I wish you could speak. I wish somehow I could blow life into you so that you become real. Often I dream that one day I will wake up and see you turned into one of those charming handsome prince who would sweep me off my feet. Ha ha! Childish no? I know!
For the world you’re a mere pillow Kisch… But for me you’re my world.